i mean, if i wanted to have killed one by now i could have. my parents have a deer feeder all of 100 feet away from their back door and 5+ deer come out every night like clockwork. and if i hit the gas pedal instead of the breaks every time i see one on the highway, that would be even easier. however, i am trying to be a little bit more traditional with this.
anyways, i'm out there waking up at 6a, sweating in the heat, being eaten alive by mosquitos, and i already know every deer in texas knows that i want to eat it.
i started out with this whole hunting thing witch a bittersweet feeling to it. i want to eat meat in a sustainable way, learn how to harvest it myself, but i wasn't stoked on killing another mammal as large as a human.
now i am just pissed off at these damn animals. i have come to learn that bambi is a selfish piece of crap, and won't even give me a chance.